mmlove
April 11, 2005 at 9:14 p.m.
You suck at life.wow you have a lot of entries. first of all, i love your layout, AND it is self designed. i admire that quite a lot. +7
i am starting here, with the disclaimer. good disclaimer. i share your politica views, thats always a lucky thing. +3. ugh republicans. they are ruining the country. ahem. the girlfriend thing is certainly interesting. it confused me at first, but i can understand not wanting to be labeled. how progressive.
just so you know, i am going to do some serious skimming, because your diary is absolutely huge. if you expect me to read it all like some of my other reviewees did, you are mistaken.
i like this. however, dont you have a girfriend? isn;t that a part of two? confusing. but self discovery is a very important part of being happy. knowing your problem is the first half of fixing it, and i hope later in your diary i will find that you are either in a good relationship or have come to terms with being alone. +3
you were right. that was a very good entry, and i enjoyed it thoroughly. i think even my english teacher would like it, and that is difficult to accomplish.
i just decided to read your bio. (before i sort of didnt realize there was one.) but, male male love? good god. i really liked your username before you said that. i thought it was like, 'mmm, love.' but no. its horrid. eek. -2
okay, im going to jump ahead to the end of 03 now. these are a lot of entries.
this entry is also flat. i liked your earlier ones; you went into good detail about important things and explained emotions well. but this does the exact opposite. it is purely boring. not to mention, it is a pretty crappy idea to give out your cell number on the internet.
wow do i know that feeling. in my opinion, you should go with what makes you happy. in the end, every person is really fending for him or herself, and you should do what you can to make yourself happy. those you hurt should be able to fix themselves.
wow. what an asshole. i am so sorry you had to put up with that; really, no one deserves that, not even a real prostitute. not to mention, at 6 feet and 250 pounds, he shouldn;t be making fun of anyone's weight.
however, i dislike that during your locked period you address your diary, or your readers i guess, as 'you.' if you are writing for yourself, don;t talk to people. it is really annoying from an outsider's point of view. -2
i like this idea. unfortunately, i only know approximately two people on this list. and by brendan fraiser i thought you meant the old guy on the show fraisier. thank god you didn't. +2 for originality.
this is so sweet. i know the feeling exactly, and you explain it just the way it is. good job. i hope you gyus end up together; i am going to be really dissappointed if you don't. +2
your love life is complicated. what happened to being in love with chris? i would have killed her, especially if we were friends. but hm. good luck with tyler, you confusing thing.
wow. BORING. surveys are bad enough, but a SPORTS SURVEY? ick. i can barely look at it, its so boring, why why why would you do this? WHY! -3
a lot of your early 2004 entries are boring. no offense or anything, you do say that yuo live a boring life and nust try to find new ways to say the same thing etc, but why write? honestly, if you have nothing to say, you should not update. a lot of review sites are of the belief that regularity is an important factor in journaling, but i disagree. because why say soemthing over and over? it just gets boring. -5
okay, i am going to skip to the end of 2004 now. just so you are aware.
good for you. there is nothing better than being happy with yourself and being in love, and i am so glad that you have finally found it, especially after all your various escapades with chris and such. +3
i have been reading through all of your college entries, and quite honestly, i have nothing to say about them. they are holding my attention though, so you must be doing something right.
you definitely have a knack for making very average, boring things seem ineteresting. i don;t know what it is about the way you write, but it just doesn;t dissappoint me. your diary is much mcuh better than i expected, and considering the length and amount of your entries, i haven';t been skimming nearly as much as i thought i would be. +10
this was a very interesting entry. i have always thought it would be great to be a music teacher, but alas, i have no musical talent whatsoever. i am really glad that your mom was so understanding about you and carol. i especially like the way you describe your dog's death; to so many people the death of animals is something they are embarrassed to be really upset over, but you actually show your feelings. +5
ohh! i don;t know the names of the songs, but number eight is by jimmy eat world, and number twenty one is by afi....possibly girls not grey? or the leaving song part two? one of those, i think. that is a very cool survey idea, although you didn;t make it up, so no points.
i must say, you really make college life sound terrible. i mean, i thought it was supposed to be fun, or something, but it sounds horrible. maybe not everyone's is, but jeez. not that you write about it in a bad way, but it just seems like it must be boring as hell. i really hope it isn't, though.
i liked this entry. i like that you can admit that you have faults, unlike far too many people who think they are gods gift to mankind. aside from the fact that the entry basically made me hate you, i liked it a lot. +5
i know that this is for sole review (i got a review from there, too, ha) i actually like it a lot. even though i knew most of the things on there from reading your diary, i like the way it carifies your feelings toward things. i also agree with you completely about gay rights. it is a good entry, even if you were sort of forced into it. +4
that, to put it bluntly, really sucks. i can only imagine what coming home to such a big change would be like, but i imagine it would be painful. i really don;t have any advice for you, although, seeing as how the weather is warming up, you could probably just walk places instead of driving. it would help with your diet, too.
thank you for this entry. it really did make things much clearer, and it was a good entry as well. +4
one thing i love about the length of your diary, is that when you talk about your car accident, i can just skip right on back to this entry and see exactly how you were feeling at the time it happened. i am glad that you haven;t left your diary for a somewhat less terrible username, because i like seeing your life chronicled over two and a half years or so. +8
honesly, there aren;t a lot of blatantly terrible things i am finding that i can take points off of. your entries are entertaining enough, but sometiemes you just bore me. i have had to skim over some parts, where you write things that seem absolutely useless. -5
woah. i honestly don;t really get it, except that i love you is three words, but it was quite entthralling nonetheless. i read your comments, and now i am dying to know, but i cannot figure it out! please please tell me. +4
i don't think you are boring. although i have noticed that in the diaries of people in their twenties and such who i have reviewed, i was perpetually bored. they also got mad at me about their reviews. if you get mad about this i may have to kill you, by the way, as this is the third day i have spent reviewing you.
aww you think im above stupid bullshit. maybe you haven;t read my past reviews, or maybe you appreciate my sense of humor, but either way i appreciate that somewhat inaccurate statement. as a matter of fact, +1.
ha. yes. i really did not understand until i started reviewing what shit it was to be complained about after taking time to review someone;s diary, but now i get it. thank you for understanding that, because i am sick of reviewing diaries who have no idea what they are in for and who then have the nerve to complain about every tiny thing i said, even if their score was decent.
all in all, i really enjoyed your diary. i feel like i really got to know you. it was a much better read than i had expected, because usually i hate daylogging, and at first glance it seems thats what your diary is. however, even when you do daylog, you put in just the right amount of detail and humor to make it worth the read. although your diary isn;t perfect, it is a great way for you to look back on your life, because you have so many entries. i didn;t think i would read nearly as many entries as i did, but yuo proved me wrong. overall, i enjoyed reviewing you.
final points:
-5 again. i honestly truly really detest your username. ick.
reviewed by jade
89/100